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This will be here on top for a new start.
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I question myself why did I do that?
Maybe I was just so frustrated by him.
I'm tired of everything with him. I'm tired of this angry me.
It was just a kiss, or it was more than that.
I just can't be nicer to him anymore.
I really have to be myself for myself.
If he never understands, there's nothing I can do.
Let's say goodbye after this trip.
And I will have my life after that.
I'd cry before, but I give it up. So no more tears.
Good bye.
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When you take me for granted, I know i'm done.
It will never happen.
I am mad at you and myself.
I wonder why you can never understand my difficulty.
Then I realize because you don't care.
If you don't care, why should I?
This is so wrong, when I feel that I own you something.
This is so exhausting, when I feel that I dislike myself with you.
If you cannot be the one who cares me as much I care for you.
What's the point?
I feel so grounded when you offer me ride home.
I am not myself anymore and I hate that me.
When you leave me alone, I just can't feel normal.
If I like you or not, I should stop.
I'd rather be alone than lose myself.
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我想要紧紧拥抱你，我想要轻轻地亲吻你，我想要靠近你贴近你，我想要说我喜欢你。
这些我都想做，但是我不能做。
靠近的时候清淡的香水味道，柔软的褐色头发，干净快乐的笑容，漂亮的眼睛。
我希望你是我的，是我的。
但是你不是。
近在咫尺，却远在天边。
当我走在你身后，只想不顾一切的抱抱你。
你得意的样子，像个孩子似的大笑，像是太阳般耀眼。难过的表情，让我心疼。
我想，和你一起，我不想，和你分开。
我喜欢你，很喜欢很喜欢你，喜欢得快要失去重心，喜欢得不断背叛自己。
可不可以只看着我？可不可以不要离开我？可不可以不要无所谓？
可以喜欢我么？可以觉得我有点特别么？
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所以我决定独自去旅行。看看这个世界，远离让我倍感压抑的地方和人。
事到如今，我已经放弃去思考和期待，因为没有什么可以思考和期待的。
我只想一个人好好完成这学期的任务，然后关掉手机，放下电脑。
好好在没有人认识自己的地方，拍照，逛街，散步，哭泣，大笑。
真的一个人才会开心吧。因为。始终都不过是一个而已。
没有人是只属于我的。而我已经厌倦了分享和等待。
我总是离开得那样决绝，只是因为害怕犹豫却无人挽留。
我总是笑得什么都无所谓，不过是恐惧被发现在意却徒劳。
一个人的话，就没有弱点。一个人的话，就不会伤心。
倘若伤心了，起码可以头也不回地独自离开。
我想，我大概只适合一个人，也只能一个人。
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